Occupied.
Sorry, I haven’t blogged this evening and don’t really have time to. I have been busy working on my Facebook page for people to “like” so I can expand my client base and draw in new clients to the salon I am working at etc. It’s going to be an ongoing process.
ALSO, I think I have mentioned it in a previous blog post, but I am going to be making a YouTube channel dedicated to make-up tutorials with a bit of hair and a bit of nails thrown in too. I will link the videos to my blog here, when they materialize, at the moment, it’s at least a few weeks away, as I need to order and buy lots of new make up for it and stuff like that and I’m so busy with other things that I honestly don’t have time right now to do it. BUT, I am definitely going to do it and you will all be able to watch and enjoy them on here too! :-]
My Boyfriend and I are still pretty fallen out, he came round last night for a couple of hours and chilled with me, but then he turned round and was all like “this doesn’t mean we’re back together…” as if we’ve really properly broken up.. he’s already told me he can’t do it. It’s not really working at the moment, and we both know it, but we love each other so much, and we are very possessive over each other, no one else can have him and the same with him. It’s hard because I still feel like we need time apart, and he kind of gave me an ultimatum to get back together with him last time, so I had to really, but I didn’t 100% feel ready. Soooo, at the moment, pretty shit on the front, and I feel shit because I feel like a bitch, hardly contacting him and he keeps ringing and texting me saying why aren’t I making effort or contacting him and stuff but I can’t really, I’m not sure what he wants me to say. I cried myself to sleep last night, thinking about everything and the moment I fell in love with him and thinking back over all the years, and happy times and bad times, and arguments/fall outs, break ups etc. I’m not really sure what’s going to come of all this right now, but I’m kind of just leaving it all upto him.
This weekend, I’m going back to Leeds, where I went to Uni (dropped out after 2 years) I fucking love Leeds, such an amazing student city. I’m going with my best friend Saturday, after I finish work, we’re going to Monocult, which is siiiiick. So I’m sooo exciited for that and to be back and raving it up. Massive.
I need to go to bed now, because even though I don’t have college till 2.15pm, I need to wake up early and go to the bank and do some shit there, then go and buy some semi permanent chocolate coloured hair dye- I’m sick of waiting and I need it too look good this weekend, so just gonna do it myself, can’t afford to go to my hairdresser at the mo, then going to book my Hollywood appointment, long overdue, I know that might sound gross to some people haha, but I’ve neglected it for a couple of weeks longer than I should have done and erm it needs grooming. LOL. It will look HOT this weekend though ;-]
Riiiiight NightNight Everyone. XOXO